Time fly so fast that I even didn't notice that I'm already 6 months here in NL. It's the longest time that I able to stay here in NL, pheewww. For the past few years, I mostly stay here for 3 months then, back again to the Philippines. I have a mix feeling that at this time I can finally stay longer than before. I know that I've been wishing to have this before but it took us a bit longer to process all the papers that we need. So I'm very much thankful that finally a wish granted, indeed, God is so good and he has the reason for everything.
For sure you wonder why I wrote before it's a mix feeling, well I'm very much happy, of course, I can be with my husband longer. But at the same time I feel a bit sad because I left my family back home and my friends. Maybe I just feel so new that this is the first time I'm away longer than 3 months. I know that in the future I got used to it, as of now I'm still coping and adjusting the Dutch culture *wink*. And besides, this is the life I choose and there's no regret at all. I'm happier than before because at least I can be with the person to whom I truly love with and love me unconditionally.
For sure you wonder why I wrote before it's a mix feeling, well I'm very much happy, of course, I can be with my husband longer. But at the same time I feel a bit sad because I left my family back home and my friends. Maybe I just feel so new that this is the first time I'm away longer than 3 months. I know that in the future I got used to it, as of now I'm still coping and adjusting the Dutch culture *wink*. And besides, this is the life I choose and there's no regret at all. I'm happier than before because at least I can be with the person to whom I truly love with and love me unconditionally.
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